Gone

You’ve lost control again

You don’t know where you are

Or where you’ve been

You’ve been going for so long now

The days are beginning to blur

You question how you got here

And then you remember the liquor

The way you let it consume your all

And devour you from the inside out

You lost yourself along the way

And now find yourself without

You tell yourself this is the last time

That you’re tired of feeling so gone

That you want to feel alive

And you’re ready for a new dawn

But you say that each time

As I hold back your hair

I continue rubbing your back

And imagine were elsewhere

Surrounded by mountains

Or in a house by the sea

But what’s the use of dreaming

If you’re not there beside me